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“You ready?”
I turn my head to see the person who had spoke, although his voice is the most recognizable to me. It always has been. I feel a smile tugging on my lips as I scan his body. He looks amazing, as usual. The tailored suit, styled hair and smart shoes all perfect on him and I can’t help but stare.
If only he wasn’t just my best man.
Shut up.

“Yeah, just really nervous,” I lie, messing with my tie. I’ll never be ready.
“You’ll be fine,” Chris smiles reassuringly, pulling me into a hug. My heart picks up pace as I seem to lose myself in his embrace, but it doesn’t last long. It never does. A quick hug and a smile and that’s it.
If we ever see each other.
We hardly see each other anymore. With the wedding being planned and him having his own life, it’s hard to ever find the time. We’re lucky to get a phone call once a month anymore.
I just wish it was like it used to be.
“Come on,” Chris laughs, pulling away from me slightly. “Everyone’s waiting.”
I can feel my smile drop just a little as he pulls away and my body is almost certain it’s never going to get anything near that embrace again.
And I can help but feel this is what’s it’s going to be like. I marry Hazel and I loose Chris, he slips right from my fingers. I subtly shake my head, to knock away these thoughts. The thoughts that linger in the back of my mind constantly, that will never go away.
I want to marry Hazel. I love her. I tell myself again. Fill up my mind with these lies, hoping one day they might become the truth.
I want to marry Hazel. I love her.
Chris is staring at me, waiting for me to go but I don’t move. My eyes start to brim with tears that I try so hard to keep at bay and my hands shake a little.
Stop being so dramatic.

Chris’ eyes narrow as his face floods with concern, “PJ? Are you okay?”
“Yeah! Why wouldn’t I be?” My voice cracks as I speak, giving away any hope I had of lying to him. Chris smiles softly at me, hugging me quickly one more time.
“You’ll be fine once you’re married.”
Yeah. I keep telling myself that.

I want to marry Hazel. I love her.
wow, okay.
I'm sorry about how long it's taken to upload anything.
So much school work!

This is going to be a series but I'm not sure how often I'll update it because I have this creative writing thing for school asdfasdf

So yh, sorry.

Enjoy. <3
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KickTheCrab Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
AW NEED MORE NOW
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KazumiRii Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
hopefully soon!^-^
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KickTheCrab Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Yay!
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naturallynina Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
omfg yES THIS IS AMAZING
I HOPE YOU DON'T GET TOO MUCH SCHOOL WORK BECAUSE I WANT THESE NEXT PARTS SO BAD
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KazumiRii Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
THANK YOU!^-^
I HOPE SO TOO!
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MissLivYoung Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
AHDAYIUUUAUDUASAUU BRILLIANT SO LOOKING FORWARD TO UPCOMING PARTS
YES
GOOD
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KazumiRii Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
THANK YOU!<3
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NellFL Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012
I'm glad this is going to be a series! I was thinking no it can't end there! I hope it has a happy ending :) <3
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KazumiRii Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm glad that you're glad:p.
Thank you for reading!:-)
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NellFL Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2012
Np :)
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